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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
haiz, haf been real slacking & rotting at home last few days...
acty wana start mugging again one, but when i settle down on the bk i was lyk, 4get bout it. flashbacks fr prelims kept hauntin' me on & off,& it's nearly tearin' me apart.now even my fav TV does not interest me anymore. or rather, i felt so guilt-pricken when i sit in front of the TV,lyk my mind's tellin' me tt's not wad i shud be doin',when i've fare so bad in prelims & still not workin' hard towards O's.
All i can do now is to keep my mind occupied on storybks,since i can't swallow any things on the notes down..can't even keep my mind idle for a min for the fear of results would cum bk to me again.
duno y kept havin' post exams blues..kept worryin' bout the results. dun understand y am i so worried when i'm not even aiming to go to any JC. maybe deep down inside my heart dere's still a part of me telling me tt goin' to poly may not b the best choice..
but after several nites of thots i realise tt the best ting for one is to follow one's dream and desire,& not get held back by any other things. & i realise tt i'm acty the one pushing & pullin' myself at the same time. ridiculous it sounds? juz realise my thinkin's real practical & materialistic. All i'm worrying about is how high i can climb & how much i can earn if i get onto dis path, & not realising the joy & impt in pursuing one's dream.
After several nites of struggling & thinking, i think i'm beginning to c the light. dere's time when u have to let go of some things & chase for the others, which i'm trying hard to learn now. tho it's a rather hard & risky process, but if i dun strive hard & carved my own dream den hu will? even if i fall badly, at least i can still say tt i tried..
so now i'm quite glad to say tt i already haf an ans which i wan to find in my heart,& i'm sorry if dis entry may seems crap & does not make any sense to u, but believe me, dis r my deepest thots...& i'm onli sharin' it wif u...
Neway gd luck to me tmr for the results, for it may be the doom, but i shall try & let it go, which i'm learning veri hard now..
& one more thing,
i miss dancing,
& i mean real dancing....
acty wana start mugging again one, but when i settle down on the bk i was lyk, 4get bout it. flashbacks fr prelims kept hauntin' me on & off,& it's nearly tearin' me apart.now even my fav TV does not interest me anymore. or rather, i felt so guilt-pricken when i sit in front of the TV,lyk my mind's tellin' me tt's not wad i shud be doin',when i've fare so bad in prelims & still not workin' hard towards O's.
All i can do now is to keep my mind occupied on storybks,since i can't swallow any things on the notes down..can't even keep my mind idle for a min for the fear of results would cum bk to me again.
duno y kept havin' post exams blues..kept worryin' bout the results. dun understand y am i so worried when i'm not even aiming to go to any JC. maybe deep down inside my heart dere's still a part of me telling me tt goin' to poly may not b the best choice..
but after several nites of thots i realise tt the best ting for one is to follow one's dream and desire,& not get held back by any other things. & i realise tt i'm acty the one pushing & pullin' myself at the same time. ridiculous it sounds? juz realise my thinkin's real practical & materialistic. All i'm worrying about is how high i can climb & how much i can earn if i get onto dis path, & not realising the joy & impt in pursuing one's dream.
After several nites of struggling & thinking, i think i'm beginning to c the light. dere's time when u have to let go of some things & chase for the others, which i'm trying hard to learn now. tho it's a rather hard & risky process, but if i dun strive hard & carved my own dream den hu will? even if i fall badly, at least i can still say tt i tried..
so now i'm quite glad to say tt i already haf an ans which i wan to find in my heart,& i'm sorry if dis entry may seems crap & does not make any sense to u, but believe me, dis r my deepest thots...& i'm onli sharin' it wif u...
Neway gd luck to me tmr for the results, for it may be the doom, but i shall try & let it go, which i'm learning veri hard now..
& one more thing,
i miss dancing,
& i mean real dancing....