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Thursday, March 23, 2006

yesterday had the 1st meet up session wif the mentees at Broadrick sec.. haha, the sec 1s all look lyk pri sch kids lar..=P met my mentee, Cephas, for the 1st time too, but tink he's rather shy tho..shall buy sum chocos or wad for him nxt wk to buy him over..Xp

had games session wif dem, tho the no. of mentees hu turned up was fewer than we've expected, but everything stil went quite smoothly lar, lking forward to bond more wif my mentee..=)

neway 2day finalli turned up for dance after duno how long..felt quite uneasy at e beginning coz duno any of the J2s in the rm,while the others r all mixing well 2gether.. but luckily 2day was juz prac for J1s item, so felt more at ease at the later part..hai, gas this is the price i hafta pay for changin my mind of goin poly...

realli feel so drained now, can feel the emptiness in my heart. realise i'm no longer the same simple me again, my mind's all infested wif evil & selfish thots,& yet i'm acty letting myself getting used to it.

so used to putting on a fake front tt i can no longer tell the real me again =X..can't wait for tmr's cg! hafta admit tt i can onli feel more of God's presence during den, can't wait for Him to fill the emptiness in my heart & wash me off my tiredness...

gas this is the phase which i muz go thru to strengthen me up, & i noe i'm learning well, but sumhow it's transforming me to a total stranger...

dere's juz too much on my mind now...

~When God closes one door, he opens up another for u.., but i noe i can never be the simple me again...~

1030pm


Oh hello. I am Joanne and I am 22. Shopping and Clubbing and Chocolates are my favorite things. You can mail me at: qianwei.lim@gmail.com Tagboard Friend 1 Friend 2 Friend 3 Friend 4 Friend 5 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Thursday, March 23, 2006 yesterday had the 1st meet up session wif the mentees at Broadrick sec.. haha, the sec 1s all look lyk pri sch kids lar..=P met my mentee, Cephas, for the 1st time too, but tink he's rather shy tho..shall buy sum chocos or wad for him nxt wk to buy him over..Xp had games session wif dem, tho the no. of mentees hu turned up was fewer than we've expected, but everything stil went quite smoothly lar, lking forward to bond more wif my mentee..=) neway 2day finalli turned up for dance after duno how long..felt quite uneasy at e beginning coz duno any of the J2s in the rm,while the others r all mixing well 2gether.. but luckily 2day was juz prac for J1s item, so felt more at ease at the later part..hai, gas this is the price i hafta pay for changin my mind of goin poly... realli feel so drained now, can feel the emptiness in my heart. realise i'm no longer the same simple me again, my mind's all infested wif evil & selfish thots,& yet i'm acty letting myself getting used to it. so used to putting on a fake front tt i can no longer tell the real me again =X..can't wait for tmr's cg! hafta admit tt i can onli feel more of God's presence during den, can't wait for Him to fill the emptiness in my heart & wash me off my tiredness... gas this is the phase which i muz go thru to strengthen me up, & i noe i'm learning well, but sumhow it's transforming me to a total stranger... dere's juz too much on my mind now... ~When God closes one door, he opens up another for u.., but i noe i can never be the simple me again...~ 1030pm 9:51 PM ·