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Sunday, March 26, 2006
yesterday's preaching during service totalli touched my heart...
Pastor Khong said,be a Line-Crosser! Cross e line of... 'COMFORT' 'UNKNOWN' 'IMPOSSIBLE' 'POSITIVE AFFIRMATION' 'PULL OF E WORLD' but how i wished God has sent me dis msg earlier! i've totalli failed to do any of it, & i've already missed my best chance of doin it... totalli teared wif regrets as i sang the worship song aft his preaching.. i realli dun wana live a life of predictibilty & routine,but tt's exactly wad i've chosen now!=( so filled in me was my passion & drive, but now i feel juz lyk a lost sheep, a loser hu've thrown in the towel to all the lines above! gone was my passion & dream, & i've oso lost my own self in the midst of all the 'fighting' & 'struggles'... seems lyk God has alr dropped me lotsa hints & showed me the right way, & yet i stil chose the other one.. . i realli wana find my direction back again! realli wana relit the flame in my heart again! Oh Lord, pls show me the enlightenment & show me the way!pls fill in the emptiness in my heart & deliver me from the struggles i'm in now! finalli realise wad's the thing which keeps me bk from steppin into the door to Him, & tt is the difference in my life which i've yet to feel...but i believe that God will let me experience that real soon,as long as i keep building my faith in him.. borrowed 'Praying in Tough Times' fr Joyce... felt much lighter after goin thru the bk & saying the prayers,thnx so much Joyce,thnx so much for the helping hand!=) realli feel so consoled that i'm still blessed wif so many true frenz anrd me..=), & a gr8 cellgrp as well! thnx so much for olwaes bein dere for me!giving me pushes & encouragements, made me feel tt at least i'm not facing all these alone... a problem is acty not a problem, but it's ur feelin towards it tt amounts to everything... gas the roots stil lies in me, so shall realli pray faith & believe that i can overcome all these challenges! haiz, but duno y feel so much lyk a warrior now, hafta charged up & get ready for a wk of fighting again... realli feel so tired of all these, but gas it takes time for me to change how i view dem? gota go & start on my hw le... so 'jiayou', i gota charge man! God, pls bless me wif the energy! 305pm |