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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Omfg, my biggest fear happened today! Darn!=/ nearly burst into tears in the middle of e lec after tat,but managed to hold back. totalli ruined my whole mood today, even retail therapy didn't help much when i went to Vivo for a while after sch to unwind myself before going for tuitioning.
but i muz say e clothes dere r real nice, n not ex too, wif pretty clubbing sort of dresses n mature tops, but not realli in e mood to shop tho still managed to get a top. aim to throw away my other kiddish clothes n become a real Ms Nineteen from now on! n since be it whether i put in effort or not e end results' stil e same, shall take it easy from now and enjoy myself more instead instead of being so disappointed in e end. realised i feel quite uneasy when ppl in sch treat me too frenly, cos gas i'm acty quite used to being alone & wearing a fake smile most of e time in sch..== ha. like dis morn during geog tutorial acty juz wana sit at e back & become a hermit crab cos it's onli our 2nd lesson since start of e semester, but before e start of e lesson dis guy from business sch suddenly recog me cos i joined their grp for discussion for e 1st lesson a month ago n asked me to sit tgr wif them. i'm like 'thanks alot' .-.-" cos dun reali noe them well but hafta act frenly with e grp of business sch students. n feel abit wierd when being treated so gentlemanly too. but cos gas e guys haf presentation n were well-dressed in longsleeves. tink they realli look quite smart & charming. suddenly feel like i'm in e midst of a corporate meeting during e small grp discussion. lol. |